YMonday, November 16, 2009Y
9:12 PM
Back to my blogging world!!
tis time round i will try my best to update almost everyday!!
well woke up n get ready to go to sch!!
met yuvz and we started to talk abt school uniforms!!
haha
&& i got reminded of my sec sch days!!
How different am i now compared to last time???
Seriously i change a lot!!
&& i got reminded of my sec sch days!!
How different am i now compared to last time???
Seriously i change a lot!!
From the looks, outfit, character, attitude and the list goes on!!
Went to watch 2012!!
wif priya darlz!!
wif priya darlz!!
The movie was damn awesome!!i don't mind watching it!!
ok
i wana apologize to venkat & jac for not watching the movie wif u guys!!
ok
i wana apologize to venkat & jac for not watching the movie wif u guys!!
i seriously feel bad..
but i cant help it
coz i badly wanted to watch it..
:P
:P
&& OMG!!
wen me n yuvz started walking out frm sch,
it just poured like nobody business..
i wanted to laugh out loud when yuvarani run!!
wearing her skirt somemore..
haha
oops:P
k sorry yuvz!!
i just made ur manamz fly..
hehe
its so damn nice to get a hug from ur special some1
while its RAINING!!!!
&& tis reminds me of somethngOh shit!!
last UT 2moro!!
kk off to studyin!!
&& gona knock off earli!!
just love the weather !!
=)
YFriday, November 13, 2009Y
10:02 AM
I cant be bothered about ppl's advice...
all i get is dis-encouraging advices...
all there care is about their own life...
I live my life,
the way i want..
I got nothing to hide,
Nothing at all...
:(
YThursday, November 05, 2009Y
10:41 PM
Saranya Evangeline is back to her blogging life..
now i will try to blog almost everyday k!!
Well was super busy with Nakshatra for almost 2 months...
It was good show..
am proud of you'll...
hats off to every single one of you'll who was involve in this show...
I can't afford to skip class..
i have skip a lot..
probably im gona skip lessons next year onli..
so i have to tahan till the next holidays n i know i have to do it..
coz i got no choice...
I would be very busy from this week onwards..
FYP, rushing to NSC after school, Birthday stuff....
n i so cant wait for my 21st party...
its another 1 n a half mths time..
n im still not prepared yet...
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm let the day comes ...
n i get myself prepared..
Well.. like finally im gona change my hp..
dad gave me 2 choice of phones...
n i think this time round his taste is realiy cool...
both phones are awesome..
wont be telling wad phone i gona get..
haha..
wait and see.. :P
But i so gona miss my current phone
W660i...
W660i...
Thank you for staying with me for almost 2 yrs...
u were actually my 19th birthday gift..
i was actually taking care of you.
but some point of time i cldnt take it..
coz ur battery was hopeless...
so i was piss n started throwing you
n i dont bother when i drop you down on the floor...
n i dont bother when i drop you down on the floor...
ur charger / headset point was dying..
i cldnt even connect n charge or ear songs properly..
i charge u till u reach 100%...
but you could onli live for half a day..
But i still dont have the heart to trade you in..
coz the pictures and the videos...
Pictures of my loved ones
and funny videos of then..
need to transfer them to my laptop ASAP!!
at least i could transfer my files like images, videos or songs...
but i cant transfer my SMS to my laptop...
the messages from this special some1 in my life..
who i use to care alot..
i will always read tat person's msgs..
even till now i will just look thru wad u actually msg me ,,
for the past 5 mths..
wen i look back at those msg's,
i wish i could rewind my life...
those loving msg's from you..
1st i felt weird..
like y are u msging me n stuff??
but later on i felt tat U were super caring n loving 2wards me..
i wish i cld transfer those SMS to my laptop and at least save it as my memory..
:(
:(
So cant wait for my new phone... :D
&&
2moro i got UT..
all the best to me .. :P
kk chaozzzzzzzzzz
Labels: to my hp
YTuesday, November 03, 2009Y
11:05 PM
Tears run down my cheek
I tried wiping away but _______
I wanted us to be _________
But i know it hurts, love is so
I'm lost and completely alone,
I'm hurt so much, the pain is severe
That's when you try and love someone else,
That's all you fear
As i walk away from love
its worse for me that us together we cant be......
I walk away, the pain from above
Knowing you won't be in my life
Is something I know will never be right
I'm scared which is why im walking away from love......
I dont really want to let you go
But inside me i know i must....
Its so hard to so, so easy to say.
But sometimes you just have to walk away
But sometimes you just have to walk away
&& let the tears out :(
YTuesday, October 20, 2009Y
12:42 PM
DEEPAVALI WAS AWESOME!!
went to granny's place in the morning
& i ate 4 thosai n 1 idiyappam!!
wif mutton curry..
damn freaking nice la!!
wanted to eat more but decided not tat was onli my breakfast
went on to mum's fren place..
den went to my dad's sis place..
had my lunch over dere in both places..
k i noe i cant stop eating..
n off to malaysia wif my cousins..
the celebration dere was superb..
cookies, dinner with prawn sambal... yummy..!!
fireworks n i really mean real fireworks..
my cousin went to set up the fireworks n started lighting it up..
n once it lit up, dey just run away like nobody business as though dogs chasing them...
n dere goes the *FIREWORKS*
here the video of it..
hope u guys can watch it!!
Next day, Sunday
it was my open house..
it was a last min open house though...
coz i ask my mum to have it coz its gona be the last open house in singapore...
Some of my relative
&
the Makkalez came over!!
Priya, Shalom, Vaishna, Venkat, Shidah, Umar & Jacintha!!
thank u guys for coming over!!
i hope i can invite u guys to Malaysia for my nxt open house!!
haha....
Yesterday was Nakshatra Preview!!
didnt go to class coz woke up late!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr
the preview went well..
pheww!!
just have to improve in certain stuff..
IM SURE WE CAN PULL IT OFF
(cant wait for the actual day show)
Didnt go school today also
need to go for medical check up..
gona take out my stitches & 2day is my test results..
i hope its nothing..
n i reali hope im not gona faint n get fits again!!
n gona go tekka wif my mum n aunt..
gona get clothes for my birthday
n now am sitting at home,
checking out emails, facebook n etc!!
n wondering about my future...
skipping class like nobody business..
im not even suppose to do tat!!
FROM TODAY ONWARDS,
SARANYA EVANGELINE IS NOT GONA SKIP HER CLASS..
but she might skip class on monday though...
SO I DONT MIND LEAVING CLASS HALF WAY
BUT NOT THE WHOLE DAY....
its not worth it...
my GPA like shit n i still got the guts to do it!!
CAN SOME1 GUIDE ME??
!
!
!
!
im moving away frm you..
n i can see tat u actually realise it..
it hurts though..
but do i have a choice??
i realise tat i actually started to 4get u..
which i don wan though...
hmmmmmmmm
Why did you leave me just like tat??
&& ..
cause me so much wound..
i just cant get you out of my mind...
i can still feel your presence,
i can still hear your voice,
those msg's especially!!
i still keep it though...
"Our ways are getting separated
Even going away from me,
you still stay in my memories"
Labels: diwali 2009
YMonday, October 05, 2009Y
11:43 PM
I'm going for Biopsy!!
weeeeeeeeeeee
ok why am i so happy??
i'm suppose to be worried and scared
coz i dont like the fact that some needle is piercing through my body
OUCH
am not going sch 2moro!!
i'm gona sleep at home once im back!!
Well today is the 1st day for my last semester in RP!!
cant wait to graduate but sadly im gona miss lotza ppl!!
OMG i cant believe i fall asleep while posting this post halfway...
back to school topic!
well this sem my modules looks fun..
but i hope its not tat chim.
need to buck up my GPA..
taboleh tahan sia!!
Life seems so fun now..
becoz of new love!!
haha
chocolates i love it
thank u so much for getting it for me
tat was super sweet of u =)
but sometimes i feel tat i shld let things go away
maybe coz im just too stress so i cant handle too many things
OR
im still in love with the same old person
*theres no point loving that same old person*
*basically we were just playing*
*but i dono y i took it so serious*
*i think i shld start moving away from u*
I'm Walking Away
Labels: I'm Walking Away
YTuesday, September 29, 2009Y
12:41 AM
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO CARE FOR YOU
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO LIVE MY LIFE WISHING YOU WERE THERE
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO WONDER WHRE YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU DO
IM SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT CAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
(but tat was the past)
coz i rather love some1 who loves me
This is the best thing that could've happened
tat u told me u still love me
For you it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.
It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.
&& i'm in love with u
miss u !!
Labels: in love